星期四, 1月 27, 2011

什么时候开始这些‘好久了...’

好久没和心灵对话了。
好久没倾听过自己的心声了。
好久没抽时间,静静的听一首可以让自己沉静下来的歌了。
好久没停下来想一想,自己的近况了。
好久好久,一直为别人着想,一直替别人开心或者难过,然后忽略了自己。
好久好久,没给自己做情绪管理了。
好久没翻开过看几遍也百看不厌的小说了。
好久了,都把自己给忘记了。
好久了,记得的都是别人,
好久了,没把自己给疼一疼了。
好久了,只记得心疼别人,却忘了心疼自己
好久了,只一直在对别人好,却忘了其实自己更需要对自己好
好久了,把心里的位置都让别人填满了,却忘了留个空隙给自己
好久了,没放下情绪,投入去看场电影了
好久了,都心不在焉的生活着
好久了,是不是真的在关心内心深处的人
过了好久了,才把自己给想起
过了好久了 ,才记得要在乎自己
过了好久了,才舍得把过去给放下
过了好久了,才从牛角尖里钻出来
过了好久了,才知道爱一个人不是那么一回事
过了好久了,才想起自己忽略了健康,但没采取什么行动
过了好久了,才知道原来自己忘了那么多
过了好久了,才知道,想忘记的却还沥沥在目
过了好久,才知道生活其实还是自己在掌控,只不过之前都迷失了些。

真的过了好久,才记起这些好久了,和过了好久。
你又有多少了好久了和过了好久?

27 january 2011.. finally got time to update

i have been long time no update my blog.
cause after work, is feel very tired, my mind no more 'energy' to thinking what have to write
chinese new year is nearby, countdown from new year just left 5 days
haven't prepare for new year in everything..
treat it like normal day
since from few years ago, i'm starting not very like all the festival.
maybe when festival, all the place is lots of people and traffic jam, that why make me dislike.
hope will get relaxing on coming new year holiday. is planning want take leave on after new year or after few day start work.
hope everything is going smooth..
cause sometimes my job make me feel confuse..
but i know , i can handle it, give me some time to prove it. ok?